Update On The Birthday Month Challenge And Worms

It’s the end of the week already? I don’t know how time is going so quickly and now that we are fast approaching a new year it brings about the infamous new year resolutions and all that shenanigans. Good times. Today I thought I’ll update you about my #Birthdaymonthchallenge and you won’t believe me(or maybe you will) if I told you that the whole week went pretty mellow. I’ve finally completed two weeks of the challenge and when I compare myself to the first week of the challenge, this week has been the most comfortable one.

However, yesterday was a pretty rough day for me and I think it had everything to do with the post I wrote wherein I talk about my blog and how everything started. It brought out some repressed memories and emotions and the weird fact is that once you open that bottle of memories, so many of those worms drag their ass out and starts to thrive on your wounds. I thought about the times I was faced with such spiteful comments and whether I deserved to receive any of them. Okay, even if I did deserve it, whether it was justifiable for them to make such comments?

Let me tell you one small incident that happened while I was in my highschool. I was once told that I’ve eyebrows like a tribal person and I became so conscious of it that I went ahead and threaded them off at a beauty salon. For six months my eyebrows looked like a transformation from Peter Griffin to every female lead characters of Disney. So why did I suffer for six months with an almost invisible eyebrow on a ridiculous face now because someone couldn’t stop themselves from being hateful. Why did I take that person seriously? The funny thing is we always believe in karma and imagine the person who hurt you will realize his/her mistake and come ask you for forgiveness or silently suffer in guilt. Guess what, Nobody is going to feel sorry for calling your eyebrows tribal after they have grown up, because as humans we make mistakes every single day and that small mistake of calling someone’s eyebrow tribal is definitely not something they are going to remember or feel guilty about. And to be fair it’s not completely the mistake of the person that I went and chopped almost all of them. I clearly did not take it well when I should have just brushed it aside as an odd event.
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I’m still friends with that person on Facebook and he/she has no clue they ever told me that or maybe they meant it as a joke. But I was obsessed over it for ten freaking years! I had that sudden realization yesterday evening and I thought of the times I must have hurt someone unintentionally and I couldn’t think of anything. And there might be someone out there obsessing over the fact that I said something horrible to them maybe 15 years ago. The truth is nobody remembers the hurtful things they say or do to others, then why is it necessary for us to obsess over it?

There will be people who will come into our lives to judge us, criticize us or even make fun of us, that’s their choice, some intentional, some innocent. But what is important is how you decide to take that, whether you are going to let the worms flush out of a toilet or are you going to let them feed on your wounds. The choice is always ours and it’s time to move on and embrace everything about you and your life. Have a great weekend everyone 🙂