Thanks-Taking Day – January 2017 Edition

You know, the moment I start writing down the things I’m grateful for there are certain things I’m not so grateful for that creeps into my mind automatically because it (for a lack of better word) SUCKS! I’m well aware of how life works and it never is perfect for any of us but I do know that acknowledging what bothers you, however small or big it is, the moment you accept it, you’re going to feel much better. Trust me, it just gives you a better clarity and sometimes will make you think “hmm, do I want to deal with this issue in the future?”. Thanks-taking day according to me is the last day and the only day of the month wherein you whine about the things that you’re not so thankful about. It’s similar to thanksgiving day but only the opposite of it.

• Today when I tried to wake up a cranky Bigshot who refused to get up from his bed, I snuggled him and let him sleep for some more time because I was not feeling it. I was not feeling the need to do the drastic measures I generally do to wake him up because he was sleeping at peace like a cocoon snuggled under two leaves dreaming about it’s soon-to-have pretty wings that’s going to make it fly. Truth be told I haven’t slept all that peaceful for a long time since I’ve been dreaming about the same old murderer lady trying to kill me for the past one week continuously. I never knew we coul dream about the same dream every single night until now. Even though I fall into sleep without any fuss at night, I know for a fact that throughout the sleep I’m tensed and fighting my ass off trying to protect myself from the killer woman in haunted wooden houses, inside dark forests and even spooky backyards.
• Winter. The wonderful time when your hands and feet are numbing cold and all you ever want to do is cozy up in your warm blanket and never get up. Winter makes me even more lazy and every work that is pending in this household seems much bigger and riskier because I don’t have the courage to do anything that involves me moving around the house creating friction between my body and the atmosphere which in turn would make me cold even further. Scientists around the world gave a loud and surprised gasp hearing my logic now.
• Missing out on the birthdays and the weddings. This is the part where you will ask me “Didn’t you say you were grateful for these things yesterday?” YAS! I’m grateful but that doesn’t mean I enjoyed not attending any of the function while I sat at my house.  These reunions happen very rarely and I wish I was a part of them. It’s pretty selfish but screw that, its Thanks-Taking Day!!!
• Winter has been exhausting on both Bigshot and I, but that doesn’t give him the excuse to snatch our 3 layers of blanket out of my barely 5’2 tall curled up body and let me freeze out at night. Maybe that’s the reason I see a woman trying to kill me in my dreams. I don’t think this needs to be more dramatic than it already is.
• I’m not thankful for the wisdom teeth which has been giving me pain every once in a while because those useless teeth are jobless and worthless to function as a normal teeth and has nothing better to do. Maybe I’ll fix it before it comes in my February Thanks-taking list.
• Our trash issue is still the same as before  wherein I tell Bigshot to throw them out and after a week of nagging on the last day I burst out in anger which forces him to throw it immediately. If only the community had it’s trash area near our house too. Maybe I shall write an elaborate mail telling the authorities why it’s needed so that I can do it all by myself.
• When I casually and innocently shopped a sun-screen online little did I know that it gave my sensitive skin a horrible rash which took a lifetime to go. Even though it did not happen in the month of Jaunuary, I still had to deal with its repercussion.

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P.S This post isn’t meant to spread negativity or the fact that I whine alot ( maybe that part is true) but to have an outlet for me and everyone out there who deals with alot of their own respective crap in their own respective lives to know that venting it out is okay, saying what bothers you is okay, sharing your problems to others is okay, understanding your issues is okay and standing up for what you truly believe in is okay. 🙂 Happy Thanks-Taking Day!

Have a good day/night everyone 🙂